As human, we depend too much on our own ability. We believe that we can handle everything that we are involved in life. We believe we have the solution and the way out for every problem that we are facing. Many times when things goes wrong, or life just doesn't go as we have planned, we blame ourselves first and worse we blame God for everything.
The truth is, recently I just spend RM299 to buy a gadget, and just few days ago I saw a different model only cost RM130+ for a secondhand one, and around RM50+ for an unknown brand but it serve a same purpose as the one that I just bought.
Usually I do not care so much when I already bought something, but this is totally different for me. Honestly, I'm not really doing good financially. I spend the money out of my impulsive emotion to own that gadget, when all along that small lil' voice in me told me that I should wait a lil' bit longer.
I didn't wait and I disobeyed.
This is just a small example in life when you do everything according to your own feeling and ability. Somehow along the way you will reached a limit where you just can't take it anymore or you just can't go on any longer.
Somehow turning to God for help, seems like a silly act. You can't see Someone that you believe can help you, and how is that possible? I never doubt the existence of God but I never really trust/rely on Him to provide the direction in my life. I was busy taking things into my own hands.
That is about to change.
Until next time, see you around my friend =)
Daniel Chiam from room8five