Just a few blink of an eye, time really flies like no body's business. It's almost 2 month since the Biggest Loser BBKK started, and I'm starting to feel like crap. Instead of losing more weight, I started to gain more weight, too lazy for workout and inconsistent eating habit. Today I weight 74KG (where my lowest was 72KG).
I can't find anymore excuses to justified what happened to me, I'm just losing focus. Sloppy. Lazy. Urgh... I am just lack of discipline! Lack of will power?! Why is it so hard to break that one last barrier to keep pushing on until the goal is reached?
Why is it I always felt like its back to square one again and again? This is such a crappy feeling.
I hope you had a better Friday than I do.